Yes he's VERy open w/me about his feelings - that's what i love about him...(heart) He's been completely normal...the last 6 months - aside from a few graniose statements and his night terros occaisionally....

Below is an example of an email he sent me today "out of blue" you can see it's "peppered with anger": when I asked him why we need to go "sopping" after a VERY VERY $$$$ successful business meeing he had ? - THe response is below:

….I HAVE WORKED 80 HOURS + A WEEK FOR A DECADE. I DESERVE IT. I WORKED FOR IT AND F(edit) ALL THOSE PEOPLE THAT SLEEP IN AND WANT TO SIT ON THERE FAT ASSSES AND BE CONSERVATIVE. F-(edit) THEM!!!!!

NOBODY IS GOING TO PASS ME ON THE FREEWAY UNLESS THEY HAVE A BADGE!

ALL THOSE BIT$#@#(edit) I HAD TO DEAL WITH THAT HAD NO VISION…..F(edit)THEM TOO!

F*&^(edit)F*&^(edit) F*&^(edit)…..

IM STILL A NICE GUY….BUT F(edit) EVERYONE WHO DID NOT BELIVE IN ME!

EVERY BODY WANTS TO BE YOUR FRIEND WHEN YOU ARE THE MAN….F(edit) THOSE A....(edit) HOLES!

I’M GOING TO GROCERY STORE AND BUYING ALL THE STEAKS ON SALE…THE WHOLE STORE BECAUSE I CAN…F(edit) EVERYONE!

NO ONE WAS THERE EXCEPT (his guy friend in other town) WHEN I WAS HOMLESS AND BROKE AND FINISHED AFTER 100+ HOURS A WEEK DOT COM DOT GONE FUC(editing) A (edit) HOLES…..

I’M CHANGING IN A DOLLAR INTO PENNIES AND THROWING IT UP LIKE PUKE ON ALL THOSE F (edit) er's!!!!

IM GOING TO MAKE SO MUCH MONEY AND HELP ALL THE KIDS…IM TALKING BILLIONAIRE

MOTHERR F(edit) ERS……

YOU NO WHAT HAPPENS TO YOUR BRAIN WHEN YOU GO THROUGH TEN YEARS OF THIS %#@&#!……F(edit)F(edit) (edit)!

THE ONY BREAK ANY ONE IS GOING TO GET FROM ME IS WHEN I’M DEAD IN THE GROUND….YOU THINK DONALD TRUMP IS TUFF ON PEOPLE.....

I HAVE COMMPASSION FOR THE UNFORTUATE AND POOR, SINGLE MOHTERS ETC……..BUT FU (edit) A(edit) HOLES!!!!!! I HAD TO DEAL WITH AND BE AROUND IN SILICON VALLEY…MOTHER F(edit)ERS……..HERE COMES (his name) YOU F(edit)S!!!!

EAT MY A*&! TO THEM….

YOU MET ME AT A GOOD TIME CHRISTIE…..


F(edit)ING A*& HOLES!!!!!


DO IT>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>