Hi, I have never been in a relationship, so I can't directly empathize with your situation, but all I can tell you is that there is nothing wrong with you just because you suffer from depression. Just because we battle a condition makes us no different than any other human being out there, if anything it probably makes us stronger considering the struggles we face on a daily basis. No lie, I too wish there was one pill that could magically cure depression, I've even thought about having ECT treatments done in the hopes that that would cure it, but my pdoc said he didn't want to possibly damage my mental capacity. Anyways, I wish you the best and hope things look up soon.