Canders, I'm so sorry. Ouch, that hurts. It's so hard to reveal to another person, that we really value the ones we can do that with. (((hugs)))

Is it possible for you to get a therapist who is past the training stage so that he/she can stick with you longer? I would find it very hard to put myself wholeheartedly into therapy if I knew the person was leaving soon. I would always be holding back a part of myself to keep from getting hurt.