Hey all,

after a hypomanic episode which costed me a small fortune, followed by a relatively stable phase... A trigger was enough for me, in order for a depression to be unleashed.

Everything seems to slow down, like a lot. I smoked a cigarette after 2 years of not smoking at all, knowing it does only harm. I don't feel like taking my dog out, every attempt to move seems and feels painful. I just want to fall asleep but even this seems difficult. And yes, crying too. You just need a trigger and you start falling waiting to crash down on earth; but you never do.