Now having a lot of anxiety about leaving tomorrow morning on the long trip. I have made this trip a dozen times in my life. No big deal right. But I am leaving a safe environment in CA and going to a safe environment in Michigan. Safety and security has become very important to me with my severe depression. I am not currently depressed but I still feel like I am leaving my safety zone and going out into the big bad world where anything can happen. It doesn't make sense since I have done so much traveling and road trips in my life. It is just irrational anxiety and I hate irrational anxiety. It is a new addition to my mental illness in recent years.