An old friend of mine says I've got to figure out a way to get myself functioning in society again. I've been impatiently trying with treatment hoping to. Unfortunately, it's a very slow go. I get agitated very easily, especially with people. I don't know what else to do short of going off the deep end which will just cause more harm than good plus no insurance for a trip to a hospital.

Are the only people in this world to chat with in this forum. I ask this because whenever I do go somewhere or call an old friend, all they want to talk about is how much work they have, what car they just bought, where they just vacationed at, or whatever.

Don't misunderstand me, I'm not jealous. However, why is everyone completely addicted to the material world?

Like Mick Jagger said, I can't get no satisfaction.