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Old May 31, 2014, 07:01 PM
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The last time I was manic, I thought that Jesus Christ was going to resurrect himself inside my heart, and rip out of my body and I would be God incarnate.
That pretty much sums up the peak of it, before that extreme psychotic mania, I wasn't sleeping, I was obsessed with Christian mysticism, and I had chanting in my head 24/7, "in the name of the Lord, in the power of The Lord,"
I am actually an atheist now, and it's keeping me more grounded and sane, but back then I was obsessed with god and religion... So my mania had religious delusions all throughout.
I suppose now that I am a more rational scientific atheist type, my next manic episode would be entirely different, but with the help of psychotherapy and medication, I am hoping I never go past hypomania ever again!
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