(((maddnessreturns))) Not sure what to say here. But I will give it a try. I myself know how you feel. I live with major double double depression.
In a relationship both parties have to make it work, it is not one sided. So my question is: When you are depressed how does your fiancé feel? I think I can answer this too. He is most likely asking himself: Why is she so blue? What did I do wrong? How can I maker her feel better? Why does she not want to talk to me? Why does she not cuddle? Why did she not make dinner tonight? Anything out of the ordinary he will blame himself. Or maybe I am just talking out of place.
You can also see the new thread. SAD