Of course you should live on. Relax now, it's summer. Laze around and be in your room and read and do what you want to do.

You just passed a major hurdle in life; you graduated! Congratulations on that!

Perhaps ~to appease your mom~ you could go to a movie, or just take a bike ride or a walk or sit outside. It won't kill you and it will get her off your back about this.

Do you have stuff to do, like clean out stuff you don't want anymore before you go to college? Now is the time to do that. There will be stuff you don't want to take or leave behind anymore so make some trips to the thrift store and get rid of it. It'll help your mom if you are the one to do this, since it is your stuff.

Don't worry too much about being alone right now, focus on your plans and what you want to do to be who you really want to be. My daughter changed Everything about herself when she went to college...even her name (she chose a nickname as her official name & to everyone she met) And she became who she was destined to be.

I am so excited for you! What an exciting time of life you are in. Hang on! It's only going to get better!