im crying so hard. my mom said she wants to distance herself from me. at first she said "for forever" then she said "for a short period of time". i told "why are you doing this? i need you the most in my life right now than anything. she said because i said she wasnt a perfect mom but i said that didnt change how i felt about her. that i still love her. i called my sister and my sister is upset a bit with my mom because she called my mom to find out why she said that to me and my sister told me my mom had been drinking.

i swear.

both my parents are alcoholics. but ive never heard my dad said he wanted to distance himself from me for forever. my mom said she was gonna "teach me a lesson and leave me". i was so upset and crying my eyes out.

today WAS good. now its turned very very very awful. this is usually why i dont hang around my mom. because something like this seems to ALWAYS happen. she says hurtful things to me.