Is your husband in therapy with you? Are you in the U.S.? Hippa laws prevent telling someone ekse your medical condition unless you pose an immediate danger r tell ur tdoc that u plan on molesting a child when you leave. Do you trust your tdoc? I dont know that what you are doing is healthy. No judgement on my part. Talk with ur pdoc or tdoc and see if they can help you work thru this. Huggs :-)

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