Thanks everyone for your advice. I have though about it and maybe it will be good if he goes w/ me to my pdoc.I just hope he dosent embarrass me too much by acting irrational in front of the doc, but i think the doc will stand up for me. I dunno, I go next week, so we will see how it goes, Im still scared though I wish it was sooner, he is driving me bonkers. (((((((((((((((Hugs everyone))))))))))))

MamazAngel