To start off I would like to thank everyone for all the comfort and support you've given me. It has really helped a lot.
But today was the cherry one top of a really dreadful week. Normally, I'm great at test but today was different. Fifth period I had a Geometry test in my Honors Math 2 class. I thought it would be like any other test, but I was VERY wrong. For some reason I couldn't concentrate. I think I read the first problem 25 times and I still couldn't comprehend what the question was asking. It wasn't like I didn't know the material because after 30 minutes I was finally able to concentrate and apply myself and some of the problems. It was more like when you read a book while the tv or radio is on and even though you've read it if someone gave you a quiz on it you wouldn't even be able to tell them what occurred in the story. Does anyone understand what I'm saying? And If so, Is this normal?
So anyways, I only did 14 out 30 problems so there is not question as to if I failed. It was the first test of my life that I have failed. That was the LAST straw. I went to the bathroom and called my mother crying begging her to pick me up for school. Eventually she agreed. She called the doctor's office and talked to them to see if I could get an earlier appointment (my appointment is currently set for April 19th.) The doctor told my mom that she would call her later in the evening and she did. She talked to my mother for a few minutes and then to me. She asked me how I was feeling and I told her. After talking for a few minutes she said that she would try her best to get me an earlier appointment. I hope it comes soon.