Hello Tree94, welcome to Psych Central,

Ah, you are young yet and so you found your first kiss to be a little scary. It's absolutely fine to have feelings about this and you'll come to experience a good kiss soon enough. So you will move on from this. The joys of being a teenager, enjoy yourself but choose wisely.

If you find your anxiety and sadness continue, please talk to your doctor or a teacher about your feelings.