Thread: what was the worst thing about coming to terms with your diagnosis?
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Old Jun 01, 2014, 12:59 PM
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I think the hardest parts are that its a lifelong illness and I have no control of myself at times. I cant stand not being in control its the reason I never liked drinking alcohol. So at 29 when I forst had a manic episode and it was like I was in the passenger seat of my life it was very difficult for me. Also the guilt of things I have done and people I have lost and basically building and destroying myself over and over and knowing it will never end is where I am struggling now.

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This is how I feel, being out of control and the guilt I have afterwards. I also do not like having to take medication for the rest of my life.
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Thanks for this!
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