cant sleep
cant eat
feel tired
and hungry
dont have the energy
to eat
and i just cant fall asleep
its a twisted circle
im in
spinning round and round
i dont know how to stop it
i dont know how to get out
if only i could sleep
if only i would just eat
then maybe id have energy

heard from T today.. setting up an appt to go back to see her
feel im gonna bail out like i always do on everything
just got that feeling im not gonna be able to do it

pushing myself to get out of the house
when all i want to do is fade away under the blankets on my bed

im so lost in my mind that i cant touch the ground