Hi there,
I've struggled for a while with PTSD, anxiety, depression, OCD, weird eating. Being inside my head so often means that it's hard to connect with the outside world. I also find it difficult to trust and let people in....I'm really lonely. I am in significant debt but I do have a good job. I desperately want to have children but with no partner, debt and rapidly approaching 40yo it looks like it won't happen. That leaves me with a whole sense of emptiness, loneliness and the future looks blank to me, like a wall I can't see past. I cry everyday. I keep trying to go to work but it's hard. I can't talk to my family - I'm the one who supposedly copes. I stopped going to my therapist - kind of gave up. My general practitioner told me that if I don't start helping myself she won't see me any more. I can feel myself withdrawing and I can't seem to stop it.
M