Before this I was with my last T for 2 years. I have been in and out of T for about 30 years.

I am in a spot in therapy where I want to include touch. I want my T to hold my hand or sit near when I need it. This T said she won't do this and is not even sure how she would go about finding me a T that would. I started with a therapist at 13yo. After a suicide attempt. In the last 30 years I have seen a handful of therapist, none offered any touch. And up till not I never wanted it, but now I do.

Frustrated!