Basically tainted by anger and envy.

It didn't help that one of the Fanning Wondergirls was Aurora. I would give nearly anything to be Elle Fanning, to grow up with everyone being impressed by her bright personality, wonderful talent, and maturity. I doubt anyone would ever tell her that she was stupid or to "act her age" or be embarrassed by her out-of-control emotions.

It must be great to feel so capable and confident in public, and not be paralyzed with worry about being a failure or proving that I'm worthy.

It's just bad that I feel these things. Worthy people never think the things I think or feel the way I feel: that's what makes them worthy and me unworthy.