I totally know how you feel. I have antisocial tendencies, too. I think that if we have the courage to be honest with people, they should respect us for it. We are who we are, and we can only change so much at once. It really is BS. It sucks, but that's why we have each other on here- so you can talk to people who get it and give you the respect you deserve. I respect your courage, and outsiders can be totally ludicrous- not worthy of your time. It takes a certain kind of person to put up with us and stick with us through all of our admitted douchebaggery. If she doesn't talk to you, that's her loss, not yours.