I just quit my job, gave 3 weeks notice as was done on Saturday.
I've even having health issues along with the depression and anxiety so I'm constantly tired due to sleep apnea, and always in pain from my back/legs and hips. Could maybe be fibromyalgia. My plan is so take a week or so off to hopefully sleep as much as I can (well, as much as you can with a 4 year old but at least I don't have to get up at 5am anymore) and hopefully my cpap machine starts to make a difference in my sleep and energy levels.
I decided to home school my daughter so I wanted to start doing home daycare again. As soon as I start feeling better, that's the plan. I have been looking online for babysitting jobs for weeks already and I'm getting discouraged because there's hundreds of people who are looking to do the same thing and not many looking for childcare it seems like. Not only that but the thing that really discouraged me was my dad saying tonight "you're gonna have a hard time babysitting in a trailer that smells like cats."
I feel like giving up. I feel like he is right and nobody is going to want me to watch their kids. I feel like I'm never going to have a steady job because I can't handle it for long before I want to quit, and always feel like a failure because my bills are always late, I can barely pay rent, and I'm feeling like a failure.
I don't know how I can continue like this when I feel like I'm failing at EVERYTHING.