Today, my friends brother decided to guess everybody's weight. My heart sunk to my stomach. I've recently stopped purging because I gained a little bit of self confidence, all of that went straight to hell today. He guessed my weight exactly, and my friend sensed I was becoming uncomfortable so she said I weigh the same as her. That made it a lot worse. She's clearly smaller than me, but I understand why she did that. I guess she thought she was helping which I'm thankful for. But after she said that, her brother said "********" What a confidence booster huh? I feel like I'm about to fall off the wagon, which isn't suprising. This has been happening for about a year now and I can't stop. I have to excuse myself from eating in public sometimes because i just end up crying my eyes out. The sad part is, after I'm done purging, I literally can not look myself in the mirror. I'm too ashamed to get help but not enough to stop.

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