I went to one of the hospital but it wasnt a hospital. They just gave me a sheet with phone number. I called but they haven't called me back. It's been a week by now. Will call then back.

Yesterday went to church that is near me. Nice people, but not really what I believe because they aren't as open to other thoughts. They said they are going to do things for me. I'm upset because I feel like I have no choices! I made the choice to go there because I need to socialize and that I am looking for spiritual guidance. I don't like where my life is at. I don't like the state I am living me. I don't like a lot of the things that's happening...hence depression and wanting to end it coming into my mind very often. I guess, I'm suppose to accept everything that is happening to me.