friends are enemys with secret identitys, irl i have no friends, and thats the way i like it.
i use to have friends, but they stopped coming around, stopped talking to me, when i became ill. my parents dont understand whats happening in my head, i dont trust them enough to open up to them, if it wasnt for my wife and kids, i would be all alone.(apart from my cyber friends here it pc)
i am sorry you have found out your friends have been using you as a door mat,. i hope you find someone you can trust in the future.
cyber friends are just as good as real life friends.
dec xox