She did eventually get back to me late last night. I woke up in the middle of the night and saw the text. It was short, and basically said that my actions were indicative of what I have been through, that she understands why I felt the way I did, and that I don't need to be ashamed. I'm really surprised she didn't make a bigger deal of it. I expected a lecture or something about how I do know how to cope with these feelings, and I shouldn't have done that. Or at least a lecture about how I should have tried to contact her or talk to someone about it. I still feel really bad. But at least I don't feel like she thinks I'm really bad. I know we will probably talk about this on Tuesday, though. And I am dreading that.