There was a time in my life, as recently as a year ago, where I was content with life, off of medication, not in therapy, and enjoying every minute of each day. Now, depression is my constant companion. In Sept 2013, due to circumstances in my life at that time, I made the precipitous decision to quit a well-paying job. I thought that because our family has some income from a business that I would be able to take some time and find work that was really appealing to me. In retrospect, leaving that job was the catalyst for the return of this depression. Now, I'm lost...tearful, angry, sad, unmotivated...I'd give anything to have just one day of relief from this depression...thanks for reading...needed to vent.
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