I'm tired of doing this. I just want it all to be over...

Why don't I just file for divorce??

I want to be able to say I've done everything in my power to make it work.

I'm about at my breaking point. Nothing is changing...

I'm not 5. I've been a single parent before and done it successfully. Of course he can't see my struggles, he's too self absorbed to really be able to see beyond his own needs

But if I file for divorce then it looks like I am the one perpetuating the change rather than investing in my family.

But i've been investing for three years and it's not getting better.

Today I'm just tired.