Hello, aqsam, and welcome to Psych Central! As you say, you got sort of addicted to him, and the two of you spent a lot of time on-line with each other.

But, you have not even met, and you are abroad. He is around other people he can see and interact with, and has evidently found folks in real life and on the internet that he can spend time with.

The problem is that you put all your eggs in one basket, expecting more out of the relationship long-term than what he evidently wanted.

I suspect you were lonely, being away from home, and came to depend too much on interacting with him. I know it will be hard, but the best thing is to move on, seeking folks who are around you and trying to get out and enjoy interacting with other people. You are making yourself miserable by hanging on to him.

He might get back in touch one of these days, but I can assure you that you are really diminishing the chances of that by trying to stalk him and to push him back into spending a lot of internet time with you. Okay?