I have been suffering from depression and hearing voices for 5 years. I have been on almost every medication but they don't really do much for me besides keep me alive. I have tried looking for jobs but nothing has stuck yet. I have even looked for a volunteer job but I have not heard back. My family lives in NY and I am in S. Florida with my mother and son. My mother gets very angry at me when I spend my days crying on the couch. I can't help it though. I am very depressed and I cry every day. Her side of the family does not speak to me, even my cousins that I grew up with. Ever since I got a divorce and the craziness that goes with that in 2006. My mom speaks to her sister about me because she worrys so much, but my Aunt pretty much tells everyone in the family my business, and they don't talk to me. When they see me once or twice a year they are nice but I think they talk about me behind my back, tell stories and think I am a loser. If they just called me up to say hello or see how im feeling it would make my day, but they don't even return phone calls and it's not because I dump my problems on them, they hear stories from my aunt. She tells her 2 daughters and it trickles down. Need help