I absolutely regret my choice...I feel very lazy and worthless, even without being reminded that I am. As for medications, I have been on them and off of them. Mainly, I am off of them because of my intense side-effects reaction to those that I've been on..and it's not the "uncomfortable" side-effects like weight gain (I could handle that)...it's the anxiety, sleeplessness, agitation, etc. on the many AD meds that I've been on. And last time I checked, there's not a medication out there which can undo a rotten decision. Nonetheless, thanks for the support and suggestions...