Went to hospital today to see a Rheymatologist and from the moment I got in the taxi I could feel my energy was high. I felt crazy and erratic. I was trying to calm myself down so it wouldn't go any further and no one would realize what was going on in my head. My head was all over the place. When I got out of the taxi I thought I was going to pass out I felt so light headed. Then I started walking and my head was spinning and going round and round and more and more things and I was stopping myself from crying and I was shaking and I felt like jelly. I felt like the world was imploding inside of me. Like I was right out side of the Rheumatology bit and I had to wait because I was shaking and I felt like I was going to fall over. But then I swallowed it all up and went inside.

So it turns out I have been diagnosed with Fibromyalgia...I knew I had it anyway but it's official now....
Got hope was hyper, normal, overwhelmed and now I am angry. Yay....
Just another day I guess.