Recently I have been having thoughts that I would be happier if I wasn't here. (Im in no threat to myself so don't worry) I had told my therapist this and she was saying how I'm plummeting back into my deep depression and that my medicine isn't working and all that kind of stuff. Her saying that makes me feel like I'm hopeless and won't ever get better. I'm just really confused about how I'm feeling and I don't like it :-(