(((((((((jinny)))))))))))
That doc should never never have told you that. What the doc needs to do is get you in mental health faster than the 2yrs waiting list. I am soooo sorry that your mental health care stinks!!
And losing it in front of kids....I've been there, done that...its ok. You are angry and frustrated..understandably so.
remember you have us hon....keep talking to us...
love you,
Snowy