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Jun 02, 2014, 02:44 PM
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Grand Poohbah
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Surrey, SE London, UK
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Hi Jess. It would seem this type of ''food/weight control'' has been going on for some time and you've slipped into a habit which makes you feel better because you are ''in control'' ~ a classic eating disorder sign. I'm also an ''old geezer'' and have had various ED's for the last 30 plus years. I've been morbidly obese and in~patient due to anorexia/bulimia and as someone else said, I wasn't happy no matter what weight I was. I've never ever been naturally thin, starving has been the only way to be slim/thin BUT, I did that (and do that now) exactly the way you are doing it. If I eat a meal out, the following week is spent severely restricting. I'm fed up with it and so I'm seeking help from an ED unit. I hope you may be able to do the same thing, don't waste your life being a slave to ED's like I have. HUGS. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 
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