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Originally Posted by regretful
I absolutely regret my choice...I feel very lazy and worthless, even without being reminded that I am. As for medications, I have been on them and off of them. Mainly, I am off of them because of my intense side-effects reaction to those that I've been on..and it's not the "uncomfortable" side-effects like weight gain (I could handle that)...it's the anxiety, sleeplessness, agitation, etc. on the many AD meds that I've been on. And last time I checked, there's not a medication out there which can undo a rotten decision. Nonetheless, thanks for the support and suggestions...
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Could part of your feeling worthless be because you define yourself and your self worth with your job. I know I used to. Give yourself a break in the sense of taking time to redegine yourself. This world, its commercial system puts pressure on us all to fit into a mold.....if your the round peg st the moment it doesnt mean your worthless, rather you haven't found your round hole yet. (That analagy could have been done better).
Are you trying to justify why your not working full time. ... or given yourself a chance to explore you without working fulltime?
Life is too precious to be depressed and full of regrets...but make sure you don't just do (ie go back fulltime work) what you've always done just cause it's comfortable/ what you know.... it needs to be right and good for you.
All the best.......the grass maybe greener on the other side.....but at least you Don't have to mow it. .......
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