I am sorry that you have no support from your family. it is sad that your mother has to talk about you and feed the rumor mill as this is to your detriment. are you seeing a therapist for support to help you thru this? are you correctly diagnosed? I was hearing voices and it turned out it wasn't psychosis. I am with a really good therapist now who has listened and diagnosed me with dissociative disorder. the voices are other parts of me that are just trying to be heard. the anxiety and depression are a result of them not being heard. it is worth looking into with the right professional. my anxiety has been greatly reduced with the right treatment. I can even go days without my anti anxiety meds now. I hope you can find yourself a support system. check into a nami support group in your area so you have someone to talk to. take care.