It's been a long day. Two appts today. One with my nurse practitioner and then my therapist Went ok I guess we are meeting with my pdoc tomorrow to go over my "treatment plan."

Today's not a good day so I really don't care about a treatment plan. No feelings today, just numb, don't care, can't be bothered.

I'm very fortunate to have a "team" working with me. Pdoc, therapist, nurse practitioner, spiritual healer and a naturopath. But if it ain't workin, it's just a waste of time.

Funny thing is, the way it works for me, tomorrow will be another day with another mood.

Don't get me wrong I am grateful but it just seems like nothing works and you can see how I've tried to incorporate anybody and everybody. Don't know what else I can do