I am so angry and depressed. My dad has his own business, and I have no social life at the current moment. I don't have any friends and the people I do know are people that are extremely christian to the point where it's suffocating, and I can't hang around that, cause I am free spirited. I live a very lonely life, and that is why I am trying to get a job and I am set to go to college in the fall. But...my dad has these workers and I took a liking to the one. He was alot of fun! He brought so much joy in my life, and I wasn't depressed. I felt that he lifted my depression. This guy named Mike. Mike and I were starting to get close but we remained friends. We are just platonic friends, but my dad saw that we would text each other and such. Maybe Mike said some things? I am not sure, but now out of nowhere my dad doesn't want to use him for work. My dad said "I am no longer using Mike, I don't even want him at the house" I could understand if Mike messed up a construction job my dad had, but he doesn't even want him at the house? Makes me think it's because he doesn't Mike around me.

I am not a stupid girl, I know where my boundaries are. Thus why I am just platonic friends with Mike. But my dad did this in the past. He used Mike back in the summer and when Mike and I would talk he would stop using him on jobs and get other guys. It was annoying, cause I would fall into a depression, cause I looked forward to seeing Mike. Cause mike really filled my life with happiness, and my dad is taking that away from me. I know I can hang out with Mike without my dad, but I still live with my dad and I would be afraid if my dad found out he would get really mad, even though I will be 21 in a couple of months.

But now I am depressed more than ever. I was having a good time with Mike always coming here to the house, and now my dad is taking that away from me. Knowing that I have always had depression and that I don't relate to anyone. My dad doesn't care, and is acting like an asshole. I hate him, cause now I am in a deep dark place again, cause I have nobody around me I can relate too like Mike. So what should I do? Or if you have any thoughts please share! Thank you.