He'll all My name is Nikkinums and I was diagnosed with bipolar manic depression. For years I struggled and acted out not knowing what was really wrong with me. I am still trying to see which medicine works with me. I just want to find like minded individuals that understand where I am coming from. As I layer in bed one night I have to turn my t.v way up high to keep the voices out of my head. Some days they are nice and others they are just so mean. I feel crazy you all. And to think that I have passed this down to my oldest son. It hurts so bad.