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Will I let myself have a future?

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((((((( Inky )))))))) Who can answer that question? There is only one person. Excellent question, btw. More of us should ask ourselves just that. What would you like your future to be? Be honest. Can you think of one step you can take towards the future you want? Even if it is small, that's okay. Nobody can make it for you though. If any of us could pick the answer to your question, of course we would want you to have a future, and be safe and secure and warm and comfortable, etc. But we don't get to choose for you.

Can you go back through your list and sort out the resources that might still help from the ones that aren't offering anything to you at this time? The first group gives you something to work with. The second isn't worth wasting your time or energy on anymore.