Dating saga continues.

2 second dates with 2 separate guys, tomorrow and Sunday. I like one of them more than the other, but it's too soon to say. Neither of them know anything about my bipolar. They have both asked why i don't drink, so i just said it's for my health and didn't explain further. I don't know how to explain that the reason is i have to give random urines for work as a consequence of involuntary hospitalization, so i can't drink now, but i can in one year. There's really no way of explaining that without sounding really bad. It would be easier if i could just say i was an alcoholic, because the actual story is way crazier and more stigmatizing than that.

I hope things work out with one of them.

Plus i'm juggling 2 other guys that are just for fun, and won't be a relationship, so i could ditch them at any time.

I'm having trouble making any decisions, and it's all getting very complicated.

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