Of course

And I understand working towards things. I don't have a car and won't get my license back until October, and that makes it difficult to get a job. I can't talk to my boyfriend while I'm on probation (daddy issues as well) and he was the only person that could lift me up and make me feel happy and whole. So, believe me when I say I totally understand why you're depressed about this.
I just keep having to tell myself that when I get off probation, get a job, get a car and a new place to live and I can talk to my biggest supporter again, then all will be well. It will take time and patience on my part, but telling myself that I can work towards it, then everything will be okay again.
Good luck!!