I got up and just hung out around the house all day. This evening I did take a shower, have a friend over, and cooked dinner! SI has been very bad today, it is not something I am actively seeking it just keeps sneaking in on me. I think I am doing good though painting a on a face that doesn't show the wrecked inners of me. However I keep going down hill, I had to call into work Sunday because I could barely function with all the stress going on at work, home, and this depression. I have to start back to class tomorrow, but at least it is just an afternoon class. I am scared to tell anyone what is going on right now, I am not sure why.