In August I will have had this job for 13 years. I have had to go on stress leave twice and they were fabulous about it each time. It helps that my boss and I went to school together and she is well aware of my issues. It also helps that I work alone and am locked in the building by myself all night. If I need to cry I cry. I can do whatever I want as long as my task list is completed. I thank my lucky stars everyday that I lucked into this position. The sad part is it is the world's easiest job and it's still all I can handle. I have no life because it takes every bit of energy I have just to come in and keep it together. Hubby and doc constantly push me to apply for disability so I can have a life again. Just scared not to work I guess.