((((Everyone))))) Thanks for listening. Just a quick response to a couple of comments. I was going to therapy every two weeks, which was beneficial but I have no insurance and I was adding to a bill. Once it got to $700, I quit going. I would love to go, it really had positive affects but I just can't afford to grow a new bill. So, in conjunction with ended therapy, I'm no longer on meds. I think I might have experienced a larger difficulty since I just ended them one day.

Someone else mentioned, calling people. Which I would normally do, just I get to certain point and 'I'm' tired of being the person who always calls. On 2/8, I was probably having a breakdown and realized then my phone doesn't ring. I just thought friendships ran both ways. So I deleted every single number I had. It's now 3/30, guess how many have wondered what happened? None, other than my parent and one sibling. I interact with them on a regular basis but, still, neither was a call for support.

I have no idea what I want to say now. I just wish I can just get up and do something. I'm just in the routine of 'nothing' that it's hard to stop. I wish I had someone who would come visit me at my house or show a little interest. I need outside contact. . .