Having to go through that many doctor's is very frustrating, I know. I lost count on how many I've gone through. Thankfully, I had a good one I had to leave because I moved and when I moved back 15 years later he was still praticing.

It can be really hard to pick that phone up. I have that trouble even just calling friends, so I can understanding your not wanting to go through that. Hopefully the next one will be a good one. Wishing you the best.