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Originally Posted by JaneC
I can understand skywhite 
Each time I would say something bad about my mother, even on here, I would feel instantly guilty and anxious. Worried she'd hear or that something bad would happen. I am going to face all of that again soon. It is hard......but I think by talking about it more often, as you are able, it helps to take some of the power out of it.
Kind to you. |
Since gaining these insights on this thread, I've decided to really work on realizing that my MOM CAN'T HURT ME ANYMORE. She is dead, gone, it's over. She can't come back from the dead and yell at me and hit me. She is F**KING DEAD! Do you hear that mom? You're dead and I'm not....ha, ha.
I'm going to journal this today and really get it all out. Don't want to do that here because you'll all think I've gone mad.