((Skywhite)),

It's ok to have an open journal here, we are not going to think you are mad, and what you may get that you need is "validations" that was absent for you before. Or, you can have a journal and share here the different things you either struggle with, or just hit a dead end with too and get frustrated and could end up having some input that breaks you free from whatever that road block is so you can keep gaining on your healing.

(((Supportive Hugs)))
OE