Wow! I am so sorry you are going through the same as me! But you sound really strong, and that is great! You have very good points and I do hope you achieve all of your goals Thanks for the support! You also have my support! and yeah I just have to keep moving forward, and I have to try and get myself out of this emotional turmoil. It's so hard though cause I feel like I was hit with a ton of bricks, like everything was going great, and I was laughing more, and having more fun cause Mike was always at the house, and he is such a funny person that he can do anything it will just make you laugh, lol. So I hung around him more and I was laughing at what he was doing. I guess my dad saw this and became an asshole about it. My mother is sympathizing with me, she agrees, that my dad is acting like an asshole. My mother even said "Why would your dad take away what is bringing a little bit of joy in your life? Is he that dense? Or is he doing this on purpose? It's really messed up of your dad to be that way, knowing your mood is different when Mike is around" I agree with my mom, I don't understand. She's going to talk to my dad and find out the real reason why he doesn't want Mike around. Cause for my dad to say "I don't even want him at the house" makes me think it has something to do with me and it's not job related. Cause if it was a job I could see my dad saying something like "I am not going to use him for jobs, but he can still come to the house and hangout, but i'm just never using him" Then I would think it really is job related, but he literally doesn't even want him at the house? Makes me think it's something to do with me. But oh well. Sorry for the long reply. Also I am sorry about your situation, but you seem to have a good positive, strong attitude, and that is really great!