Truth be told I have been hiding from years, and my pdoc I don't think has any idea. Its been 12 months since I have seen my therapist, which has meant I have loaded everything on my partner and family.

That has in part cost me communication with my eldest son, and has brought my wife's depression to the fore.

I always thought it was a good idea just to put on a brave face, hide and try to be optimistic when seeing your T or pdoc. However, now I think its best to be firstly honest with yourself and then with those who prescribe the meds that have the power to make your life a better place to be